I keep seeing shows on TV about quantum mechanics and the universe and the big bang and that.
I don’t understand even .000009% of it, but it sounds as if none of this really exists. Not how we understand it, anyway. It’s almost as if I am typing to myself and everything I write about is from my imagination. Even you are from my imagination.
And you will say.. “No, I’m here!”
And I will say, “Of course you are, I created you.”
And if that’s true… if that’s true… I can’t even think it.
I’m even more alone than I thought. And, so are you. Even though you’re not real. How mind boggling is that?
And something else I saw – about time and the passage of it…. It’s an illusion. They say, the past is another world and another now. Each moment is a world unto itself.
Disorderliness is entrophy. Entrophy goes up as time goes on.
Multiverse – time is a product of entrophy. Mother universe gives birth to universe and opposite universe… string theory. What???
and, what if time has more than one dimension?
Have I created my unhappiness? My dysfunctional life? My mental deficiencies? Is this what I want?
How do I un-want it?
Am I alone?
So, you can comment if you want. I’ll have to decide if you commented or if it was really me.